Sunday, August 12, 2007

Gazing at the stars and looking back

The night sky is so beautiful and peaceful. Was alone at with my dog at duty so i took some time to gaze at the marvelous sky, though it wasn't that nice but it was quiet and peaceful. I thank God for the letting me have the chance everytime when i am doing my duty to just lie on the road and gaze at the star and just enjoy the moment with Him. :)

Today was kind of a day of many flashback for me. It was 3 years ago that i went out with this girl at PS to watch twin effect 2. Still remember that i held her hand in the theater, the show wasn't that nice. Her hands were cold so i held her hand. We had pastamania for lunch. Nothing spectacular happen though, it was just like a normal date. I send her home after the movie, not long after we separate, i called her to ask her, if she would be my girlfriend. She agreed, i was jumping up and down under her block. So our journey began, we been thru many ups and downs. Our journey ended just like 6 months ago. She is happier now, as far as i know. I really want to Thank God for blessing me with her for the past years, and many more to come as friends? Well i will never know what will happen in the future, but i do know what mistakes i made as a boyfriend in the past, will not commit to those silly and selfish mistake again. :)

well thinking back wasn't that painful for me anymore, knowing that God is with me listening to my thoughts, understanding me, helping me.

I LOVE YOU FATHER!!!

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