yeeee!!! boing boing

i miss the days i spent playing basketball into the night.
i miss the feeling of being in the air for that instant.
i miss the sound of the ball going thru the hoop.
i miss the adrenaline rush coming to me when it is time for fastbreak.
i miss the trust that the team builds together.

i miss the game!!! even though i played with Ps william, dennis, yinghan and the some other guys but the feeling was different. i felt lost, didn't know what i was suppose to do, so helpless. i spoilt my basketball shoe last sat while playing. it was quite an old pair of shoe i think it was with me for 4 years. well it is a sign for me to move on, which means Time For New Shoe!!! any sponsor???

basketball aside.


yesterday night while i was on duty, i look up at the night sky, saw this cloud that look like a orange coloured mashmallow. then i ask myself, did i really lose 1 person that i loved? and gain none? 6 months ago. My answer? No. if i didn't lose her, i might just lose myself. well, this 6 months was quite a fruitful period of time. i started to grow closer to my spiritual brothers, i got to know more people, did things i never thought i would do.
all i can say is thank you my spiritual family for being there when i needed you guys. ya this period of time i got to know people that never in my life i thought i will talk to. they are jolene, dawn, shi nuan, shuana mostly people from pam chong side. :)

life's been good. i guess i am ready to walk the road of singlehood till God provide :)