boo!!! >.<

First things first, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LENNEL, KELVIN AND CHIWERN!!! HOPE YOU GUYS HAD A WONDERFUL BIRHTDAY TODAY!

Well once again after sometime the reality of singlehood kicks in on me again. BOO!!! BOO!!! just as the matter of fact to all this idea of being single is good!!! i agree nothing less, just that at time when you miss someone and yet reality tells you that you are all alone it just sucks. And above that, having the f*****g (censor due to age limit in my blog) feeling of losing contact if even worse! :( i am just a mere creation by God in this dark and evil world of he.who.shall.not.be.named at time i just don't know what should i do and who should i listen to. yes! i do struggle with with own leader, unlike others who will obey faithfully. At times i feel like i am like a creature locked up in a cage being tamed by someone. grrrrrrhhhhh!!!!! I really don't know am i right about the path i choose. Where are do my feeling lies??? hello??? you there??? feelings??? hello!!!. Only God will answer this call or question of mine. I guess it can be way beyond what my leader can provide for me. God come!!!! i am just a mere creation of yours!!! I need your way, your advice!!!

Something that i read
"Our heavenly Father never takes anything from His children unless He means to give them something better" - By George Macdonald.

Is it true then God really will do that?
God took away her but gave me singlehood, loneliness. God gave me all this to build me up stronger. He took one relationship away but gave me many much more valuables one.


NOTE!!!! MY BAPTISM COMING UP!!! IT IS ON THE 28TH SEP AT BUKIT MERAH!!! PLEASE LET ME KNOW IF YOU ARE COMING!!! THANK