Well guys, i really have no idea what i wanted to type here. Anyway i will be off for a short get away this weekend to perhentian for diving, at the same time do some soul and heart searching. :) hoping that i will come back with a decision, or at least a clearer picture of stuff.
Well these few days i have be trying to catch up at work, meeting dateline and stuff. still recovering from muscle fatigue. well i can say i really want to see how far can i go. How much can i achieve? But why am i doing all this? Pride? Honour? Don't want to lose? i really don't know. Still remember during my army days in NDU the motto was "Nothing Stand in Our Way" indeed at that point of time nothing really stand in my way. Cause as a team we help each other. But now back at CV life will i be able to raise up and say nothing will stand in my way? Someone once told me that i crave respect. Yes i do admit i crave respect, who don't want to be respected? He also told me i should start with children first before moving on to gain respect from adults. If i can't even gain respect properly from children what give me the right to be respected.
I know i have been irresponsible, my word hold no weight at all, i am trying to do it right this time round. I really don't know what it takes, but i will do it. Guess i tend to overpromise people. It is not good for me or for the people around me. I need to know my limitation of help i can give to people. That is a saying i guess: "if i can't help myself, how can i help others" i think i first need to be able to help myself up before i help others.
I love you and i will miss you when i am gone.
Oh ya, i watch the dark knight yesterday night, the show was GOODD
4.5 out of 5, the 0.5 was due to the bloody seat in the theatre.
During the show joker said something that i find it is very true, he said something like when that is a plan no one panic, but when we act out of the plan everyone panic. I find it is very true in the singapore culture, When things go according to plan no one will make noise, but when things go out of plan everyone in the country make noise.
Why look so serious? Let me put a smile on your face! WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
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