Wonder why this entry title is Mr big bad wolf? Well i am officially known as the big bad wolf from now on, so girls please stay away from me. Today is a heart breaking day for me. i cried from 330 onward all the way till 515 in the office. The reason that i cried was because i hurt myself so badly and as a result i hurt the people that love me without me knowing.
i don't wish to make you mad anymore, i don't wish to hid anything from you anymore. As i learn to trust you i will slowly open up my thoughts to you. I want to be transparent before you or the people i trust. All this while i had never trusted anyone so greatly until to an extent where i just be transparent to the person. I am willing to try. I know i am weak but help me.
Dear father in heaven, as i open up my heart to so many hurts and wounds may You heal them and fix them, as i cry may You hear my cry from heaven. Father i known i have sinned against You and against heaven, i am no longer worthy to be call Your son anymore, may You just forgive me as i come to true repentances. As i bow my knees and kneel before You The Great Almighty God, may You just come and cleanse me of my sins, create in me a new heart that will seek Your will before mine, a heart that will burn for You. Come Lord, guide me. I NEED YOUR HELP FATHER!!!
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