Well, i was late again for work today. Haiz!!! Seriously i need to wake on that. That is to my own discipline. Today as i was preparing to go to work, i heard God asking me how did i realize what or who i want in life? Why do love have to slip pass me before i realize it is going to be gone? I simply just reply for the first time in my life i was so clear on my decision. I just simply reply, at first i find it hard to trust and love anyone, but the love was like God unfailing love, i don't wish to lose that love. In the same way also for the love of God. It was that kind of unfailing love towards me that broke the wall between me and the people around. When i was on the way to work, i tune in to my favorite radio cause my thumbdrive is not with me. But i felt that the songs and the things they talk on air was quite divine. The song i heard was "i will survive" well it is not about the lyrics that matter, it was the title reminding me that i will survive no matter how hard it get, and also the saying "When the going get tough only the tough get going". And the Djs talk about self prophetizing(I don't know how to spell) I just told myself if i keep saying i gonna lose something i guess i will end up losing it, but if i just have the confidence in God that nothing will go wrong anymore, things will be different. I will be able to trust my love one knowing that my assurance come from God and not from human alone. I want to take this step. Help me!
Well when i arrive at work, i had a talk with my boss. She ask if i am ok, so i just simply told her physically i was fine but not emotionally, then we had a short talk.
I thank God that i have boss like this and workmate that will care for me.
Dear father, i thank you for telling me all this in your timing. i pray that i will not let go of this unfailing love ever again, i will hold on to it no matter what it takes for me to return to it. The journey is long and hard, but i will try if i fall please pick me up and lead me again. This week mark the new phase of my walk. I pray that God you will be with me.
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