crossroad

Standing at the spiritual crossroad! Here i am God standing at the crossroad yet again. It is the decision of unmasking myself to the people around me, being and growing to be a man or continue living in self denial. Choosing the way of self denial will be a much path to take as i am very used to it since young. All i have to do is to continue with what i have been doing. Choosing to unmask myself will lead me into a unknown path, where i don't really know what can i do, or what will happen. I remember a friend told me if i know what to do or what can happen i will be Jesus. Taking this path mean i got to submit my life to God by taking up the cross and dying to self each and everyday. i really don't know if i got the strength walk this path of light, i may fall but God i trust that You will be there to catch me even before i fall. I have been at this cross road for quite awhile, i can't simply stand still and don't make any decision and only i can make this decision for myself. Time wait for no man, open doors will close too. Dear all that is reading this entry, my decision is that i will choose to walk the path of light, unmasking myself and learn to be a man. I need help. I was reminded about this song, who am i, that You are mindful of me. Who am i really? All i can say is i am the Prince of God! And a prince should live as a Prince! and behave like one! I want to the best prince of God for the princess God is preparing for me at this moment!