Happy 23rd bday

1yr has pass since my baptism. Time to do some personal reflection, what has happen for this past year. Well i can this past year has been more of spring cleaning of my personal being. Well let me see this year? stepping into the working world, uncertain of my direction and path and just step into the unknown. But so far work has been fun, working with interesting colleague, attending courses, playing with kids, working with student, planning for a retreat for the staff even though i had only join the company for less then like 1 yr, i am still a newbie heeee, thank everyone for showing me the ropes. Personal life, Alot have been reveal this year, still reading the book wild at heart, gotten a better understanding on how come guys including me behave the way we behave, is it due to past hurt? discouragement? lost of parent? loneliness? can be alot of reason that result in our behave, well i am still in the process of finding the real reasons behind who i am now, and going forward from knowing what are the real reason i need to cut that curse and move on to who God want me to be. I know that i am weak, i am unstable, but i will not give up trying, the true champion never stop trying no matter how long it takes me i will run the race. i want to finish the race as a true champion, i know talk is cheap, action do prove what i said, have also been looking thru the fruits of the spirit, realise that i totally fail at the fruit of the spirit something i really need to work on. i think i will start with patience.
all i can say is this year's bday feel different from the previous 22 years. Thanks for making my bday special even though still haven't reach it. Finally i can feel that i have a family to celebrate with me. :)